Better Idea: Set Yourself on Fire :P

  “I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying.” 

Today, sadness predominates my emotions. My friends at work are now leaving due to “redundancy”. Should I stay or should I go? My side is more on resigning as I don’t have enough motivation/reasons to work in this company anymore.. I am now ready to call myself “unemployed” by December lol

Oh well, I already anticipated this shit is going to happen, but not this soon, not this Yuletide season 😦 I am not emotionally prepared.

Dealing with depression was quite a tough deal. For now I think I need to put myself in an isolated bubble for a few days, weeks, or months.

Three Beers And More…

Got a throbbing headache while I’m typing this blog, and I’m blaming it all on the three stallion (redhorse beers) I had during the Musicians for Peace Night (reunion gathering gig) – which was held yesterday at District 2410 Bar. So my title is somehow related, though I want it not to be as much as possible, just for today 🙂 mood swings*

Even before, I was planning to write a blog about my college experience, as well as how my relationship with this organization had all begun. It made perfect sense to write about it now as I really had, to put it simply, some “blast in the past” yesterday. Had a blast seeing my batch-mates, had a blast seeing Tambang performing on the stage once again. I am glad that we were able to get in touch after so many years. We were on the getting-to-know-each-other stage that night. However, this time we had a few how’s-life conversations, such as how things have changed through the years we’ve got separated and decided to take the other route of life. Continue reading “Three Beers And More…” →

I’m Sorry For Being Delusional (Again)

There are four scenes that lingered in my mind after watching the last installment of Kenshin last Sept. 24 (Rurouni Kenshin The Legend Ends).

First: Master Seijūrō Hiko

I am accusing him for being so utterly handsome. And he is guilty of it! Continue reading “I’m Sorry For Being Delusional (Again)” →