Better Idea: Set Yourself on Fire :P

  “I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying.” 

Today, sadness predominates my emotions. My friends at work are now leaving due to “redundancy”. Should I stay or should I go? My side is more on resigning as I don’t have enough motivation/reasons to work in this company anymore.. I am now ready to call myself “unemployed” by December lol

Oh well, I already anticipated this shit is going to happen, but not this soon, not this Yuletide season 😦 I am not emotionally prepared.

Dealing with depression was quite a tough deal. For now I think I need to put myself in an isolated bubble for a few days, weeks, or months.

Three Beers And More…

Got a throbbing headache while I’m typing this blog, and I’m blaming it all on the three stallion (redhorse beers) I had during the Musicians for Peace Night (reunion gathering gig) – which was held yesterday at District 2410 Bar. So my title is somehow related, though I want it not to be as much as possible, just for today 🙂 mood swings*

Even before, I was planning to write a blog about my college experience, as well as how my relationship with this organization had all begun. It made perfect sense to write about it now as I really had, to put it simply, some “blast in the past” yesterday. Had a blast seeing my batch-mates, had a blast seeing Tambang performing on the stage once again. I am glad that we were able to get in touch after so many years. We were on the getting-to-know-each-other stage that night. However, this time we had a few how’s-life conversations, such as how things have changed through the years we’ve got separated and decided to take the other route of life. Continue reading “Three Beers And More…”

Philosophical Question Of The Day

Are social media sites (Facebook in particular) got something to do with your life event decisions? I mean, I guess, it’s included as one of contributing factors that might pressure you to do things, sometimes important and life changing decisions – getting into a relationship, getting engaged, and getting married to name a few. My feed on Facebook today got me thinking about this philosophical question, well, a lot of ’em updated their status that they’ve got married today. Actually, my age is in the marrying stage, so I think that explains it haha!

Feel social pressure based on the choices we make? I just wanted to say that, maybe, just maybe we might want to think about it over and over before it’s too late.