“I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying.”
Today, sadness predominates my emotions. My friends at work are now leaving due to “redundancy”. Should I stay or should I go? My side is more on resigning as I don’t have enough motivation/reasons to work in this company anymore.. I am now ready to call myself “unemployed” by December lol
Oh well, I already anticipated this shit is going to happen, but not this soon, not this Yuletide season 😦 I am not emotionally prepared.
Dealing with depression was quite a tough deal. For now I think I need to put myself in an isolated bubble for a few days, weeks, or months.