In Love Again (Naturally)

Japan Tokyo Tower Discovery

The distance is discouraging.
Yet still, I am attached.
I’m scared to mess things up again.
I’m scared you’ll say good-bye.
I felt the sparks fly whenever we have our chitchat.
And when we watch a film together, I was like a happy cat.
I felt the sparks fly whenever you prepare your dinner.
Because food makes my heart beat faster than ever.
The scariest and the greatest feeling ever.
Infinitesimally small chances that we’re gonna be together.
That you are mine in this futile life made of matter.
That only made by accident, too- isn’t that sweeter? 
In love again and so freaking afraid this will also end like the previous one.
In love again to the man that you adore for a short period of time.
In love again, and yes this time hoping we’ll never say goodbye.
Fuck it, I’m in love! Let’s make this a passionate one. 
– Joan of Art –

‘Cos we changed, I changed.

Blank memories came down upon my head

I don’t want to live a life with difficulties

Feels like choosing between Pink Floyd, Ledzepellin, and The Beatles,

Which one is the greatest? Which one is the best?

I don’t know, but I often hate what I’ve become

What do I have now? More analysis and technicalities

Painful. Maybe if I choose to stay in my black and white bubble,

I have got nothing to worry about and nothing to blame.

Who breaks my heart? It’s the new me.

People get weirder and weirder, they are now all strangers

Strangers staring back at you with blank expressions and judging you.

I love the old me, but I know I can’t ever return.

-Joan of Art-

Define Obsession

(I really had a hard time finding a photo  of these three gorgeous men together. Luckily, got one, and I guess I deserved a kiss  from you “Doctors”)

I Fell in love with a fictional character

Yes! He’s written in a page

Yes! Doesn’t exist in the real world

Yes! He’s a wise man creation

Yes! He only moves with our imagination

Yes! Unreal.

In my mind I can make you real

In your world, I feel like Alice at the mad hatters tea party,

I’m Fantastic and Invincible

With him! My Mad World change to flowers and flowing rivers

I can fly, and travel the whole Universe

With him! The clocks stopped and still we can do everything we want

With him! I’ll never get tired for the next adventures

With him! I can open the doors for my psychedelic perception

With him! I can erase all my agonies in life.

With him! I can cry, I can laugh, mourn, get crazy and get angry for all I care.

With him! I will never get old.

I want to write a story for both of us, If only I could, but I don’t own you.

If only I could get you  from the hands of your creator.

Why can’t I set you free from your world, If only I can hold on to you.